Constantly changing (continuamente mutevole)

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Well, I finally figured out how to re-publish my Blogger archives. I was looking through my old posts and found this little survey thing that I 'took' from Erin's blogger. I look over it and realize how much I've changed in a year. I'm going to re-do that survey now, and you can compare and contrast on how much/how little I've changed. And stuff. o_O;



Real name: Miladel Mendador Alba
Names I go by: Mil, Mila, HEY YOU COME BACK WITH MY COOKIES
Height: 5'3-5'4
Weight: 2349879892834 pounds
Hair: Light light brown bangs, the rest is reddish-brownish
Family: Mom, step dad, brother, sister.
Live in: A town house..
Will soon live in: My mom is still debating on moving to Las Vegas or not... I want to someday live in New York.
University major(s): Law.
Ambition: Not slack off and get into USC (University of Santa Clara).
Lofty ambition: 4.0 GPA
Silly ambition: TO BECOME A ROCK STAR! YEAH!
Favorite movie: Don't have one....
Favorite Director: umm.
The last few CD's I've acquired: Acquired? As in bought or held? The last CD I bought I think was the Ataris, So Long Astoria.
Favorite TV show: Will & Grace
Number of times arrested: Zero.
Number of classes failed: None. I drop out of a class right before I fail it. Har. Har. Har. Har.
Number of times given detention: I don't know how many times, but it was all because of being tardy.
Birthday: June 7
Zodiac sign: Gemini... which means multiple personalities. x_X
Personality type: Too much to name.
Pets and their names: Five birds-Baby, Pancake, Chi Chi, Whitey, Greenie. 1 Beta Fish-Kyo
Things you like to do: Read, write, listen to music, debate
Things you like to collect: Books
Best advice you have ever given: Work to live, don't live to work.
Words or phrases you overuse: Moron, What the fuck, What the hell, Grrrr, fuck you, bitch, go to hell
Coolest experiences in life: One of the "coolest" experiences in life is definitely to win. Winning is such a great feeling. Another "cool" experience is to be loved, admired or adored.
Stupidest thing you have ever done: I've done too many stupid things to name.
Fav thing to do during the summer : Having the independace to do what I want is such a great feeling, so anything and everything I do becomes my favorite.
Fav thing to do during the autumn: Watching the rain fall on my window sill while I'm reading, observing the beautiful tones of the autumn trees and the leaves fall down onto the soft, wet soil.
Fav thing to do during winter: Holiday movies, basketball season, watching the rain fall on my window sill while I'm reading.
Fav thing to do during spring: Walking on the sidewalks of my neighborhood, looking at the flowers and trees blooming with such beauty and elegeance.
Special skills or talent: Piano, writing, debating. Debates are always fun.
Character traits you look for in a guy/girl: Non-physical--Sense of humor, laughter and light. Someone with light sensitivity, but not too much. Physical--I'm mostly attracted to guys with brown or dirty-blonde hair, GREEN eyes, light brown eyes...
Fav music: Alternative/Punk/Metal rock, jazz/swing, classical oldies, classical symphonies, classical piano/guitar/instrumental
Fav color: Red, black and white.
Fav food: Anything edible that's vegetarian.
Fav sport: Basketball
Fav toy: If my CD player counts as a toy, then that.
Fav cartoon character: Lisa Simpson.
Fav Actor / Actress: Johnny Depp, Frank Sinatra, Judy Garland, Brittany Murphy
Fav animal: Black panther.
Fav month: November or December.
Fav holiday: Christmas (not because of the presents, I hardly get those during Christmas... I like it because it brings the family together and that whole "aura" comforts me)
Least Fav holiday: Who doesn't like Holidays?
Fav part of the newspaper: Business
Fav Store: Wet Seal
Fav clothes to wear: Fashionably comfortable skirts, long-sleaved sweatshirts, shirts from the Philippines.
The thing you despise the most: People that yearn to be stupid, ignorant people that choose to be ignorant, fake people that don't even know who or what they are, idiots that seem to annoy everyone in the world.
Turn offs: When guys use cheesy pick-up lines when they ask me for my number. "Hey baby, you gotta boiiii? Holla!", dirtyness, idiocy, guys that try too hard.
Turn ons: Someone of intellect, a guy that is confident, someone that isn't too aggressive in approaching you, yet isn't to shy to talk to you.
Thing I live by / favorite quotes: "Kill or be killed" (competitive quote), "Carpe Diem" (quote for life), "Work to live, don't live to work" (my personal quote)



Check all that Apply
Dorky(X)
Stupid(o)
Mental(X)
Awesome(o)
Unique(X)
Smart(X)
Funny(X)
Hyper(X)
Shy(o)
OutGoing(X)
Nerd(X)
Hommie(o)
Nice(X)
Mean(X)
Preppy(o)
Stuck up(o)
Hip(o)
Stylish(X)
Scrub(o)
Non-Stylish(o)



Yes or No?
you keep a diary: Yeah.
you like to cook: I'm trying..
you exercise regularly: Not anymore.
you sketch while you are on the phone: Do doodles count?
you have read a book in the last month: I've read three.
you replace the toilet paper roll immediately: When I need it. lol o_O;
you like crossword puzzles: They're fun.
you have a secret you have never shared with anyone: Yes. Many.
you wait until the last minute: Yes.
you snore: When I'm sick and my nose is all plugged up.
you have been to your ancestors' homeland: I was born there.
you read in the bathroom: Only if there's anything there to read.
you often have people over to visit: Not really.
you like America: Very much.
you can remember jokes: No. My memory is too shitty to remember anything anyway. x_X
you play cards: Nah. Not in a long time.
you fold your underwear: I just toss them into my underwair container thing. Who the hell folds their underwair? Fucking neat freaks.
you talk in your sleep: I'm unconscious when I sleep, so how the hell should I know.
you eat fast: All the time actually.
you recycle: Yeah. I'm Asian.
you like hiking: Yup. SCIENCE CAMP WOOT.
you like being on the phone: Depends on who I'm talking to.
you shave regularly: Yeah.
you set your watch a few minutes ahead: 10-15 minutes.
you are always late: Most of the time. EVEN if I still put my watch ahead... I'm always late. ~_~
you often get headaches: Not "often". Pain killers are heaven-sent.
a naked photo of you exists: VISIT MY PORN SITE!
you can whistle: Yup.
you write letters regularly: No. I'm too lazy.
you believe in destiny: Nope.
you brush your teeth three times a day: Two times a day.
you have something you wish to confess: Yes. I am really an extraterrestrial from the planet Mazoola in the Galaxy Rikaburbemsteig. I have come to Earth in search of intelligence, and have yet failed.
you change your bedsheets weekly: Hahahahahahahahahahahahaha.
you bite your fingernails: Only when I'm bored.
you pick your nose: Dur. Everyone does.
you are a vegetarian: Yes.
you have gone to a movie alone: No.
you read the newspaper every day: No.
you have had sex in an airplane: I haven't had sex period. I am in nooooooo rush.
you have hit a parent in anger: No. I would end up in the E.R. if I did.
you are quick to apologize: Hahahahaha. No. I am one of the most stubborn people you would ever meet.
you get out of bed as soon as your alarm goes off: Hahahahahaa.
you drank mother's milk: Nope.
you generally save letters and postcards: Sometimes, if I remember to. o_O
you hate parties: Only if they're... umm.. stupid.
you have stolen money from your parents: No. I'm Asian.
you have fired a gun: Yeah, but not one with real bullets. :D
you often have the last word: Yes.
you give money to homeless people: Yeah. I sometimes give my last dollar to them, not really out of pity, but out of sadness.
you enjoy being photographed: I guess..
life treats you well: Iffy.
you know who you are: Is this supposed to be a symbolical question?



When is the last time you:
Cried: Last week when my mom and I got into that whole fight about the psychiatrist thing. Things have been good since then, though... I hope.
Laughed: Right after school. I forgot why, but I know I laughed right before I said good-bye to my friends. I'm always laughing when I'm with them, especially when I'm with Lorraine. Just looking at her makes me laugh. Hahaha.
Danced: Last Sunday when I was cleaning the living room (I was listening to music... that would be scary if I just started dancing with no music, in an empty room all by myself.)
Fell: Last week when I was wearing my highly elevated sandals. I was running down the stairs because I was late for class and I tripped. I didn't completely fall, it just looked really funny.
Kissed someone: Last Saturday (or was it Friday?) when I bought my mom a dosen red roses. I kissed her on the cheek and then jumped on her and bit her on the arm. Yeah.... this is why my mom thinks i'm a psycho in need of therapy. o_O;
Hugged someone: Today.
Went to a party: Uhh.... I think the last party I went to was that Filipino FOB fest roughly around when school started.
Swam: Last year during P.E.
Showered: Last month.
Ate: An hour ago.
Bought something: An ice-cream bar from 7-11



I...
I see: The words that I am typing right now on my computer monitor.
I need: A car and an inspiration.
I find: I find this survey going downhill and I find myself bored.
I want: Good grades.
I have: A fortunate life.
I wish: To go to New York.
I love: To read.
I hate: Idiots.
I miss: Romance.
I fear: Failing anything I love doing. It's happened three times this year... =I feel: Tired and bored. And lazy.
I hear: Orgy's "Blue Monday" on the radio station
I smell: Nothing.
I crave: Sleep.
I search: For the meaning of life.
I wonder: Why I was such an idiot wanting a boyfriend so much last year and now I really don't care if I'm alone or not. I was so obsessed last year... it's pretty sad. I had like 34987345 boyfriends last year. GROSS. lol
I regret: Many things.

Umm yeah. I think I'm either going to:


A) Get some sleep
B)Read
C) Do my Analysis homework
or
D)Watch a movie


Any of the things I listed above is better than being online. So yeah, until next time. And stuff.



CIAO.